Home is a state of mind



7 pm, I wrote my name and gave them a check.
The women told me that was supposed to be an important moment for me... Was it? I'm too numb.
I'd love to have a tent and live everywhere, but I believe that would be too tiring ;) So I bought a house! ... Would love to buy a huge one in which all my friends could fit, but that would be too expensive!
So it's a small one, there's a fire place and plenty of room to dance and roll in the floor. Gunda can finally come and paint the walls, maybe not the giant Buddha from the story but perhaps giant words whispered by a poet friend of mine ;)
Lemme think about a girl and a boy happily going, laying down naked on the floor, laughing and splitting red wine in the new carpet; talking about new jobs and dogs; late chats and cats; kids and fried ribs; bubbling baths on candle light; tight hugs; pillow fights; electricity bills...
Why am I so sad?
Wondering what tomorrow brings, the two still laying down, this time in the sofa, staring at ach other. I can't see.
Do you really care?
How much?
Do you really like me?
How?

We don't have a balcony. But we have windows opening to let us fly.